Friday, May 27, 2011 8:26 PM
It's all in my mind.
I don't exactly know what to say.
At the beginning, until the end, I am not sure what to say.
There are still more things I would like to wonder, and I said that I would not like to judge squadmates.
We don't know how you choose, do we?
You all never explain how you choose. Not that we must know, of course, but we'd have appreciated it.
And who chose-?
Not only for this badge- the other one as well.
Not that they are not deserving, I guess.
Not that I can do better.
但是你们要领导,那么不就应该让我们佩服得五体投地吗?
We're not cadets anymore. No longer just go there and do what officers tell us to, without using our brains.
As NCOs, Staff Ong Min said, albeit in a very different context,
everything also have to think.
...
I don't know.
I don't want to think.
I don't want to see, I don't want to judge.
Not this group of people.
I want to turn my head to the wall.
I said that I would not restrict myself in this blog,
but I wonder if I even have the right to judge in this case.
I wonder if you all have the right to choose for us,
and if your choices are the best for NCO squad.
For Hotshots, or the ideal best situation.
I believe we should have a say,
but in this structure, it is not feasible.
... I just hope that you have considered that re-promo is not a priority.
Ssgt test became a priority over other promos.
It is time to give squadmates their promotion tests.
I think we owe them that.
And for re-promo...
If it is to make me pass, then thank you but no thanks.
If it is to make sure the squadmates doing drill are not disadvantaged, because classroom lesson is easier or something (and that I was supposed to take drill in the first place),
then I'll go.
Perhaps just to show off my hideous drill and fail,
but...
I never wanted to be the second Staff "Jingyi".
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